"Send Your light and Your truth; let them lead me. Let them bring me to Your holy mountain, to Your dwelling place. Then I will come to the altar of God, to God, my greatest joy." (Psalm 43:3-4, HCSB)
How often do I pray this? How often do I ask for God's light and His truth to guide me in the decisions I make day in and day out? I've found that when I'm faced with a large, life-changing decision (like whether to move my family to a new community and take on a new role as a lead pastor) I tend to ask for wisdom more often. But in those in-between-years, when life seems manageable and there are no world-altering decisions staring me in the face, my tendency is to run with my own ideas, thoughts, and plans without asking for light and truth from God first.
And, even when I do ask for wisdom from God, do I seek it? Do I ask God to just download light and truth into my brain like an app update, or do I ask God for guidance as I seek His light and His truth in His Word? Sometimes we ask God to speak or give us direction and wonder why He doesn't answer when in reality, He put that wisdom just in front of us if we'll look for it. Have your kids ever asked you for something, and you put it just out of their reach, so they'll have to work to get it? Why do you do you that? Because when they work to get what you have given, it's more meaningful; and sometimes it sticks more than if you just hand it to them.
God has given us tools to seek His wisdom. He has given us His Word. He has given us the ability to reason and think rationally. He allows us to have experiences that shape us and should teach us more about life. And, most importantly, He has given us His Holy Spirit who will "guide you into all truth" (John 16:13). But that truth doesn't just come as an update or a new operating system. It's not downloaded and installed in our brains while we sleep. When we pray for light and wisdom, we need to look for God's answer using the tools, gifts, and opportunities He's blessed us with. And as we seek Him, He will guide us into all truth.